The last thing i want right now is to be anywhere near the radius of a girl. Its been a long time since i had interactions with one, and strangely its pretty therapeutic being far away from any at all.
I’m sick of finding the perfect words to say at the right time, watching what i say, minding my manners and how i carry myself. I’m sick of presenting myself in my best light and just trying to be at my best. I’m sick of trying to impress and trying to look like i’m different from any other guy out there. I’m just so damn sick of trying to be who i’m not infront of the opposite sex.
The me infront of my bros is a comedy act, won’t shut up, utters total nonsense most of the time, knows how to have fun, noisy, outgoing and far from quiet, pretends to be a total dick but is a innately sensitive chap.
I just want to hang out with my bros, sip on cold beer, laugh and talk about absolute garbage. I guess bro time is a mandatory and important part of my life. Speaking of which, i’m heading out for a beer.
